McFly <3

I LOOOOOOOVE McFly's latest album. GOD, think it's my favourite McFly-album!



The sun is in the sky and it is gonna be a glorious day
Ah
So pour yourself a coffee
Put your clothes back on and tell me your name
Now hearts are getting broken but I guess it's what they call growing up

Getting Published?

I really want to write something right now. Something good. I feel like I actually want to get published soon. I want to achieve something. I want to feel like I've done something good, something to be proud of.


15. Nothing to Wear and Nowhere to Hide by Fay Weldon
16. Den tatuerade fjärilen by Philip Pullman

Hi, Hello, Hej...and stuff

Haven't been writing anything properly here for a while now.
What have I been up to? Not much, really. Working, as usual. But now I've only got 10 more days!!! After two weeks I'm through this!! WOOHOOO!

This Saturday I'm going to Helsinki. To a museum I've been to once before, but that's years ago. I guess I'll be writing about it here when I get home. Maybe some pictures. Yes, probably some pictures, it's hard to explain things you've seen at a museum, there's not much to tell, is there? Unless something actually happens.
I'm one of those who enjoy going to museums. I've never really liked amusement parks. So, I'm looking forward to the trip. It's a year since I was in Helsinki the last time.

The Saturday after that I'm going to Turku to do some shopping. Yay! :D

Then it's just two weeks 'til I'll be moving back to Åland, and get ready for school...

Changed the header. ^^


Current weight: 46 kg

Listen to VLR!!

Yeah, listen to VLR people!!
http://vaguelyliveradio.podbean.com/
If you want to hear parts from Series 1, here you go:

Tired.

I'm so tired. So I was laughing so much when I saw this video:






Current weight: 46,1 kg

Oh Just Sod Off!

So, I've been subscribing to this English magazine for over a year now. Today I received a letter from the company that used to take care of the subscriptions in Finland. APPARENTLY they've sold that part of the company, or given it to some subsidiary or something. And they can't be bothered with the magazines from abroad anymore. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?!
Sort of the same happened last time I subscribed to an English magazine... Finland doesn't like the fact that we read magazines from abroad, or what's the problem?
Right now I hate Finland with all my heart, thanx for trying to make every teen in this country read the boring Finnish and Swedish magazines we have!! Sorry, but I do want to know what's happening in the rest of the world, especially in England. I really don't care what's trendy in Finland right now, or what the Finnish "celebrities" do. (ARE there any Finnish celebrities?!)
WHY have you been bothered to take in magazines from abroad before, but not now?! And why is some American magazines still alright?! All of us aren't interested in what's going on in the States, just so you know!
I'd just like to say FUCK OFF to those who think they are clever when they don't let us subscribe to magazines from abroad anymore.
Sweden isn't abroad, apparently.......


Current weight: 46 kg

And Love Makes the World Go 'Round, That's What They Say...

I've done some thinking. Probably more than I should have. Anyway, it's not like it's a new thought in my head. I've talked to Dane about it earlier this year.

The fact is, I doubt I'd be able to take a relationship seriously at the time. It's not about not being interestedor anything like that. It's more that the only thing that keeps spinningin my head is "Two years, only 24 months, and I'm leaving. No more Finland.". Right now I see places and things just as something that'll take me one step closer to the day I can move away.

But there's no one in the world that could make me change my mind, in two years I am going, no matter what. How can I take anything seriously when I think like this...? Oh God, sometimes I do really hate myself.

14. En plats de kallar Lyckan by Mårten Sandén




Current weight: 46,8 kg

Dentist and Books

Today was the first time ever I got anaesthesia when I went to the dentist. That was an interesting experience, I got to say. Especially after, when I ate my lunch, even though that was almost two hours later. Half my mouth told the brain the juice was cold, the other half told the brain the juice was warm. Haha!
But it was great to not have to feel the pain I usually have to cope with when I go to the dentist. Yay for anaesthetic!

So, I'm one of those who watch Fiveawsomegirls (go check them out, btw! http://www.youtube.com/user/fiveawsomegirls !!), and Kristina said she's trying to read fifty-something books this year. That got me motivated to read more again. I used to read, A LOT! But for the past two years school have taken up most of my time, and once I'm free, I can't be bothered. And I do miss the books. SO, for the past half year I've tried to read some more. To try and keep up with it, I'll start writing here when I've finished a book. So far I've only read 13 books, and only 8 of them are actually novels...

But here they are anyway!!

1. Sucka mitt hjärta men brist dock ej by Mark Levengood

2. Samtal med en ängel by Nick Hornby

3. Morden i Oxford by Guillermo Martínez

4. Tunnelseende by Keith Lowe

5. Drakmånad by Åke Edwardson

6. Dumt sagt av dokusåpakändisar by Gunnar Jägberg

8. Sofies värld by Jostein Gaarder

9. Krokodiler talar inte svenska by Unni Lindell

10. Vad tycker barn egentligen om... by Adreas & Göran Tull

11. Kalla det vad fan du vill by Marjaneh Bakhtiari

12. Still Summer by Jacquelyn Mitchard

13. Charter - Så funkar det by Åke Persson

Current weight: 46,1 kg

Breakdown and Cleaning Windows

Yesterday I had some sort of odd breakdown. I was crying for like half an hour in the morning, and everything just seemed to hate me. I am bored of work, and can't wait 'til I actually get my summer holiday! Like it wasn't enough that I've been stressed out for a few months already, I have to do this crap work, and I can't even use the money for something fun! HURRAY! Life's wondeful, isn't it?
I still haven't had one weekend without having to go somewhere, visit someone or something like that. I MIGHT get two of those weekends, but I think it'll turn out to be just one... I'd really like to go to Turku, and that'll have to be in a weekend, sooo. I really, really need time to myself right now. Otherwise I'll go mad before this summer is over! If someone's thinking about suggesting something we could do in that last week I'm home before I go back ti Åland, then STOP! I'll just realx that week, I won't be up to much. I'd like time to myself this summer, so I hopw you understand that... I can't take it having to do lots ant lots of stuff all year round, I really need a holiday.

But even though yesterday started out so crappy, it turned out to be not such a crappy day after all. One of the people who work at one of the places where I clean, told me she, and everyone else working there, think I'm doing a great job. That made me happy.

I hate cleaning windows. It's like my boss can't see I'm a rather small person. I don't have the strength to open most of those windows, and I still ahve to clean them! I mean, COME ON! Make someone else do it, someone who's bigger than me... I am not someone who's very, very strong even though I look so thin, okay?

And the guy who's also working there, he is a bit...well...a bit odd...

The one thing that I remembered when I met him, though, was Jimmy saying "Never trust a man with long finger nails" in one of his videos. That made me giggle.

Current weight: 46,6 kg