What Do You Want?

We haven't really been in touch at all for about a year and a half. I haven't even seen you. Or well, I've seen you once since that, but we didn't talk. My friends spoke to you. I just sort of turned around and walked away, but I guess you didn't even notice, 'cos you didn't even look at me.

So why did you decide to pop up in my life again? Bringing back things I haven't been thinking about for ages!
I guess we didn't want the same thing last time, and I'm not sure we want the same thing now.
I want friendship and nothing else. Right now I'm not even sure about that. I don't really trust you, to be honest. Even though I'm blaming myself for pretty much everything.

I was surprised when I got that Happy Birthday-text when I turned 18, I didn't even know you knew it was my birthday! I can't remember your birthday... It's in September or something like that, isn't it?

I didn't expect to hear from you after that, so I was even more surprised when you texted me again a while ago.

But seriously, what do you want??


You, you knew what you were doing to me

And I, I guess I was too blind to see

Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad

Rooster - Deep and Meaningless