Everybody Tells Me That It's Wrong What I'm Feeling

Why Did I Ever Get a Mobile?!

Last night I discovered that I'm still hate answering my phone. Or, it's not the answering, it's he talking part that I still hate. I seriously thought I was over that!

It was just like when I was gonna call Per for the firts time. But a LOT worse.

I think it's at least a thousand times worse to call someone you don't really...know, than to call someone you know and have actually met!

I have no trouble whatsoever talking to Mum, Dad, my brothers and closest friends, but that's because I don't worry about not having anything to say. But more or less everyone else...eeeh.

And YES, I'm just as annoyed by this as the people calling me. At least the people whose calls I'm not taking. ^^'

I'm sorry, I really am. Just give me some time! I'm working on it. I promise...

...

Right now I'm in a bad mood.
Cheer me up?

MSN

Friend: "Ehm...who made me go offline? :/"
I: "I! 'Cos I'm the God of MSN! Muhahahahaha!"
Friend: "I thought you were a bit different!"
I: "I've got special powers! xD"
Friend: "Spare me.. SPARE ME! :'( Please!"
I: "NEVER!!! Muhaha! You left me for Heroes! Muu! xD"
Friend: "Eh... "Muu"? Not very convincing..."

I love my friends. They're really funny. Together we're even funnier. Haha! At least we make me laugh...
I'm so bored right now.

I'm Back. Sort of.

Okay. SHOULD be able to use the Internet at home again this evening, or tomorrow. Finally. SO I have a lot of Twitter messages and stuff to read again.

I'm a bit happier again. I'm back at Åland again. I went to see Danella and Jenny as soon as I got off the boat this Monday, and stayed there until 8.30pm. I'm SO happy that Danella is living here again. I love the fact that I can visit her whenever I want. <3

Did You Forget About Us?

Oh. Life's so weird right now. I don't know what's going on.

And I really lack self-confidence at the moment. I don't like myself right now...

This is a Good Day

Today is a good day. At least so far. Except for the fact that I'm tired, since I've only had to wake up this early three times a week for a looong time, and for the past 2 weeks or so I haven't had to get up early at all.
Well, I was trying hard not to laugh at jokes ad other funny things the Maths teatcher said. Now I have almost 2 hours free time. I FINALLY got a call from the bank, and now, almost a month later than I was supposed to, I am able to pay bills and stuff on the internet. They (my bank at home) sent the contract 13th March. Didn't reach the bank here. They send another one last Friday, and it got here today. That means I can order the books and stuff I want!

Another great thing is that I only have to get lunch and then go to another two lessons today and then I'm going HOME!!! It feels like it's ages since I was at home, even though I was at home both the weekend before and after the trip to London. That didn't feel like being home properly, though. I was so stressed and nervous about the trip, and after I was just tired. So to be honest, the last time I was home, like ACTUALLY home, was 11th - 22nd February!
But I don't really feel home sick. Not like I used to. I just feel that I don't ind going home, and that it'll be really nice. It's kind of like home sickness, but not really. Not as...extreme.

Yesterday I got two of my 3 tests back. I was really happy. Got 7,1 in Maths. Could have been better, concidering the fact that I liked the course and it wasn't THAT hard. Just a lot of things to remember, and I should have spent a lot more time practising. And the geography test? 7+!!!! 11,5 point of 18!! You had to get 6 points to pass. The teacher is very demanding (if that's the correct word). We have to write every detail, which we don't have to do in most other subjects. It's not enough to know it pretty well, like the main things.

Now I want some lunch. I'm hungry!

I Hate Geography Tests

Oh. The second one of my tests are over. Finally.
There were five questions. We had to answer three. At the first side there were two questions. I read them. Twice. Didn't understand a thing. I felt how I began to panic bit. I thought I had studied properly! I read the book twice, and read the notes a few times yesterday. Both the ones I did from the book and the ones we did during the lessons (well, I KIND OF studied properly yesterday...).
I turned the paper and looked at the other side. Read the questions and felt how the panic disappeared. I was saved! The first two questions there were about how new ideas and stuff spread in the world. Not hard. I remember that page from the notes! The second one was about how we measure welfare and that, and what factors that are in those measurements. I wrote like five different that I came up with, and that I remembered from the book.
The last question was six words to write definations to. Only one of them I actually didn't know. But the other five wasn't that hard.

Now I just hope my teatcher likes what I wrote. I left after only one hour. We have two hours and a half to write every test. I wrote three pages (one page for each question), and some in my class wrote way more than four! They went to get more papers during that short hour I was sitting there. They probably answered some of the two first questions that I dind't understand... Life's hard. But if I didn't fail that test (which I don't think I did), I will never ever have to have another geography lesson! I have one biology course left though, that I was supposed to have this period as well, but that I decied to take next year instead. Now I kind of regret it. I've heard a lot of bad things about it. That it's a really hard course.

Oh well. Today, tomorrow AND the day after that I have to study Finnish. The most boring thing ever, I know. But then I've got eight days without any studying to do! My last test is this Monday, the week of tests ends on Tuesday, and then one day of the new period before I'm off home.

At least it's Friday today.

My Diary

I'm one of those annoying people who collect things and find it very hard to throw away stuff. There are boundaries, of course. I don't save EVERYTHING. I just feel the need to document my life by saving things so I remember.

But the most important things I own, when it comes to remembering things, are my diaries. I have quite a few by now. For my ninth birthday I got my first diary, and in april 2000 I decided to start writing in it. Reading them now, it is a bit embarassing, I must say, but it brings back so many memories!

But since I moved here I've been so lazy with it. I think I've tried beginnig again about three times. Last time was 1st January this year. I HAVE to start again! And keep it up... I miss it.